am loving my life so much now i don't wana stop. i don't wana grow up. i don't wana have to start worrying about studying again. i wana be seventeen like this and not grow anymore.


it worries me when i think of d future. with so many people around me getting attached, especially with more and more getting boyfriends with cars-i.e of a certain age. and with more of my friends in ns or entering ns this year. it makes me feel damn damn old. and i dunwan to grow any older.


ohhh. before i continue. happy chinese new year everyone!! :)


went to the same houses this year. maybe more than last year cus the previous year my grandma(mum's side) passed away. hmms. went to this house on my dad's side which 70+ ppl gather every year. my uncle told me d full force would be 100+ ppl, cus of d many siblings my granny has. it was fun. and steamboat dinner was a great affair. there were so many baskets of food and had to go many rounds before everyone has eaten.at this side of the relatives, there's a group of young aunties and uncles that are just a few years older than me. they always get together and plan outings and stuff. this year, my cousie and i are finally accepted into d group cus we're turning 18. hehs. yayness. they're really funny people. and the group of us left to go out when most adults have left d big house. we ended up at a very neat bar with comfy sofa seats and chatted till closing time. it's funny how d person never bothered to check my id card since it's for above 18 and i admit i don't look like one. my aunt who is a year older than me was worried that i cant get in but my uncle was real casual about it.


ohh. and i think pilots are charming. ive a young uncle who's a pilot and ive never seen him before till this year at d big house. hahs.


i like to receive handshakes. especially firm ones. it gives d impression that d person is sincere in wishing you. i try to give firm handshakes too. though i know my strength probably isn't alot.


think i enjoyed this chinese new year more than d previous years. probably cus ive learnt to let go of some stuffs. but sometimes when questions are repeated too many times, it get weebit irritating. like how every house i go to ppl would ask if i permed my hair. and i really don't like ppl to think my hair is not natural cus it would seem as if im acting mature or taitai-ish if i perm my hair. and d truth is i really didn't. funny how they can ask me d same thing after so many years when my hair has been curly ever since ive hair on my head.


but on d whole i enjoyed this break. really. hahs. and i won 6 bucks in less than 10 mins. easy money. should have started playing earlier but i was watching this korean movie at my dad's friend house. hahs.


ohh. and i think our stall at d cny carnival was a success. stupid ivan smeared cream over my hair. and sent me running after him. then i found a victim in one of my ogms but when i smeared cream over his face he didn't even run but stood there willingly and let me smeared. it spoit d fun somehow. hahs. and after d carnival and clearing up,we were d last few to leave and went parkway for dinner. i tell you. we were screeching all sorts of songs from d frontgate to the back. led by dearest zhuzhu. hence i came up with d kuku nick. and nessa leeched parts of it. d 'male geishas' part was by manday. hahs. loving 3505 more and more :)


my uncle said i grow TALLER. hahas. yayness. i wana take my height soon! hehs.

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- 8:56 AM

haha. okes. im gona have a very random post about my 2006 so far since i haven't blogged for a long long time. hahs.


(1)--*i started off d year with a very very bad sore throat cus of working under d rain during d countdown party. and hoping for d best that my voice comes back with all the screaming during orientation. hahs.


(2)--*orientation was beautifully wonderful, excitingly tiring and crazily fun. hahs. my og had this girl from campus superstar top few positions and this guy who represented zenith in d pageant! yayness. means my og is talented. hahas. and it has so many dance and choir ppl. so artistically inclined. heh.but to tell the truth, i still duno all d 40 or 50 plus people in d og. anwss. mass dancing at suntec was so much fun. and i was wet with perspiration, fountain water and screaming with whatever is left of my voice. esp. when ben tay came up with a screaming competition, i thought my voice was never coming back. hahs. and the next day i went to school half dead and looking like a zombie. for og outing that day we went ECP and we mass danced at d cannon road show for everyone at marine parade to see. so fun! ohhh. and i played pool for d first time ever. jinjie sort of gave up on me in d end and told me that i should just use d butt to poke in d balls. and then it was orientation night! where local band ronin came to perform and we jumped like anything. and halfway throughout d jumping and loud music, hafiz and i was shouting out how hungry we were, having forgotten to take dinner. hahs.so we jumped, danced, mass-danced till 11 plus pm and i went home still feeling high and never wanting d night to end.


(3)--*this year, we're gona be with our scg instead of our cgs of last year. means more time with 35-ers! hahs. and i think im getting to like them more and more as i get to know them better. yayness. and ms j. is our ct and i have lotsa free periods with manday to hang out with. hahs. besides our sucky time-table which sees us being stuck in school for like 10 hrs or more everyday, everything seems gay enough :)


(4)--*and i was d nice organiser of shurong's birthday celebration. and came up with d idea of buying her a cake and singing our out-of-tune birthday song at pepper lunch for her. hahas.


(5)--*pe lessons were kuku. i seriously don't mind all d running but i really don't like doing push-ups and sit-ups and stretchings on d tracks and roads cus my palms will bleed and it isn't oh-so-nice when they do. and my stamina has certainly become worse. much worse. and i very much rather run on d tracks than running slopes and breathing in exhaust gases from the road. i miss doing cross-country with empathians where d six of us would make sure we were at d front, holding hands to get d positions. hahs.abit kiasu but we scored team girls first for dat two years and it helps us in d zhongzheng class spirit award. :) and i so do not want to do swimming next term. ewwss.


(5)--*went out alot. shopped alot. spent alot. and am feeling very guilty about it now. hahs.


(6)--*spent quite a few days being sick. and d doctor at d polyclinic actually asked if i was sexually active. and after i left the room, i told leehui and the both of laughed like madness.how absurd can.


(7)--*i choked on my water and spat water at issac and ivan at the tracks with so many people watching. how unglam can i get. hahs.


(8)--*grandpa's birthday celebration was so funny. i ate like alot and sat there exploring phones with kenneth korkor. and we tried to present our birthday song singing to grandpa but we really can't make it, especially since my cousins don't know chinese.in the end, d restaurant played d birthday song like a zillion times over. hahs


(9)--*cip was tiring . especially since it was raining heavily and we had to run in the rain.elk and i went to this block where it was all one-room flats and when i saw this family with like 10 people lying on the cramped floor space, it tugged my heart so much. and i think elk saw my expression changed so she went 'i think they're a close knit family' thankew sweetie. and thankew for helping me carry d more heavy stuffs. :)


(10)--*watched memoirs of a geisha at last. have been looking forward to a movie of it ever since i read the book. but some japanese terms still confused me and ken had to explain them. and they skipped so many parts. so i think it's quite confusing. hahs. but still a nice movie. though d book is really better :) and i never knew it was so difficult to eat a mos burger teryaki burger. this time d person put too much sauce and mayo so d sauce kept leaking so that i washed and cleaned my skirt at least 6 times. so kuku.


okess. tmr is d cny carnival and 3505's proposal got in. ms j. says she'll double our profits so hopefully our stall works :)

i want you in my arms ;
- 7:55 AM

leeched this from yueting's blog. hahs.

You scored as Dance. You should be a Dance major! Like a lithe ballerina, you dance because you believe there is beauty in expressing the physical form. Dance 100% Anthropology 92% Journalism 92% Psychology 92% Mathematics 83% Theater 83% Linguistics 75% Sociology 75% English 75% Art 67% Philosophy 58% Engineering 33% Biology 25% Chemistry 0% http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=119158 created with QuizFarm.com

ohmy.i know there must be something wrong. how can i get 83% for mathematics? hahs.

i want you in my arms ;
- 8:21 AM

happy new year everyone. :) haas. and pull ur ears! woops.


had a different new year's eve as compared to previous years.was working at the sky symphony countdown party as an usher. but the job given to me that day was tearing tickets. and i think each of us tore like thousands and thousands of tickets. it was backaching and really tiring. cus everyone who went for the party had to pass through us, we saw quite a few interesting people. for example, foreign workers who kept trying to enter without tickets. and guys who kept wanting to enter with their siloso beach countdown tickets. hmms. they couldn't tell the difference between sentosa and harbourfront.these two guys were paticularly funny.
me and kristi:' what is this?' (the first time we saw the sentosa tixs)
d guys: ' tickets loh'
and they wanted to rush in without us tearing the tixs or before we can realize they're the wrong tixs.
and there was this westerner who was so charming that the four of us were vying to tear his tickets. haas. he was wearing a suit. and he made his pretty partner seemed so ordinary. the four of us put our hands out eagerly and he went left right, left right. in the end, he gave one to each side and i got to tear his tix! haas.eh. the guys agreed with me he's charming kes. heh.


and i got to see the artistes coming in and out in their vehicles. fann wong was trying to cover her face when going in but waved to us when coming out. junyang was stoning whilst the rest of the superstars were waving madly. gurmit came driving his stylish chevolet.oh. and saw artistes rehearing in the unusual productions room. and so on.


i knew we were in danger when the guys ushers went to buy spray cans. me and my cousin, together with 3 other girl-the five of us were the only group of girls there. there were maybe 4 other girls ushers but they're all with their boyfriends. the group of us became the ultimate aim of the guys cus we weren't armed with spray cans. and cus the rest of the ushers are guys. after the crowd dispersed, i was so covered in foam+sticky confetti+mineral water. hass. and i decided i have to take revenge. so i splashed mineral water at this guy who kept spraying us like nobody's business.wrong move. he turned around and cornered me by spraying foam all over me till i squat in the corner like 10 seconds and just let him sprayed before i could react and ran away.hass.the five of us was so covered in water and foam that everyone avoided us. this group of queiter guys were especially afraid of us cus we kept trying to wipe our foam on them.haas.


it didn't end there. before we go and collect our pay, we had to pass the group of them and it's the only route to the 'room' in the tents. and we got sprayed so badly that my cousin dropped her shoe while running. and a few seconds later, her shoe was so covered in foam that it can't be seen. haas. later in the room, the five of us decided to sit the furthest away from the guys with spray cans. but they decided to spray everyone before we can get our pay. everyone went up one by one, got sprayed before taking the money and running away. it was quite organized. haas.but just before i got my pay, duno why everyone started spraying again and it became choatic. when everyone settled down, he shouted ' who's next?' and my friends were like ' eh. your turn! never mind lah! you're already so "jialet." they didn't let me off even though i was already so sticky. and when i went to get my pay, i saw foam coming from everywhere and i had to squat in the middle and get sprayed cus i couldn't run anywhere. this is what i call hard-earned money.haas.


tearing tickets was a mundane job. if not for the weird and interesting people. and the securities who kept talking and entertaining us. and we didn't get to see the concert. only can hear. even at midnight, we were still at the entrance. but there we get to see all five locations of the 15 mins fireworks. and we went high among ourselves.haas. and during the 15 mins, the crowds outside the entrance was full of couples hugging and kissing while the fireworks play. how sweet. but also a little disgusting. haas.


after the crowds thinned down, we danced to the music at the entrance. and we saw this western couple who started doing a very erotic dance while coming out. and the ushers went 'woah! '. haas. and singaporeans really lived up to the kiasuness. with many people trying to take 4 or more bottles of the free mineral water. but it was a cute bottle. with the 2006 countdown party label. oh..and i saw joanne, enghar, chainnmiin and some other tjcians. enghar came and pulled my ears. hah.


after taking the pay, i went for supper with some of the ushers at river valley. and saw my uncle, who is 3 years older than me. he was in a suit, just came out from zouk's party and changed so much that i could hardly recognize him if not for my cousin who went to talk to him. he told me that i shouldn't call him uncle cus i always call him uncle and my cousin calls him by his name. hass. oh. and i've never sat at the same tables with so many people who smokes. they're only in their early twenties. and are nice people. but don't know why they smoke so much.


hmms. guess i had fun.went to sleep at 7 plus this morning. and ended up with a high fever and a bad sore throat today. maybe cus of the rain and the screaming. hass. so i slept away most of the day and was dizzy after taking the medicines. im really afraid of the homework.i just started doing it today. but i think i'll only start handing up my hw after the orientation. bless me. i don't know how i can ever finish them.


happy new year once again :) maybe i'll do my reflections of the year some time soon. haas.

i want you in my arms ;
- 11:32 PM