d a's are round d corner and im addcited to princess hours. it's really very bad. so it was an hour a day and now dear sista has borrowed the vcds and im kinda glued to it. damn. plus im addicted to the chinese drama shows as well. arghs. why do all shows like to come out at this time of the year.


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i really karn study at home cus d proportion of me study to not is damn freaking disproportionate. i kept falling asleep for hours and hours. i seriously, truely think ive got the sleeping disease. so i tried studying outside with mugging bud. kenneth but the sessions always turn out to be chit chat sessions over tea and cheesecakes. and we'll people watch and talk about everything. it's so so so unproductive and weight inducing. what am i to do.


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i karn wait to dance.
karn wait to start shopping for prom.
karn wait to hang out with all my friends proper.
karn wait to catch up with my buds.

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- 3:16 AM

almost every girl is keeping their hair long for the prom and i happily went to cut my hair. now i regret it so much cus the auntie seemed to be having so much fun cutting my hair that she cut off TOO much. i was so shocked when i saw so much hair on the apron( or whatever you call it). sadness. hopefully my hair grows back real fast. it was when i was thinking about this at watsons when the man in front of me was holding the 'accelarating hair growth thingie'. hahas. how concidental. kenneth was saying at least it isn't botak. iyas. i want my hair back.

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thankew amanday for helping me keep my stuffs when i wasn't in school :) hahs. i love my friends lahs. they're so cute. and now my worksheets all have 'cai pei zi' on them. so wrong so wrong. hahas.

i want you in my arms ;
- 10:56 PM

there's smth wrong with tagboard and i was trying to change it into cbox but it kept going into the profile section and not the last section. after millions and millions of tries i somehow got it in the right place at last. i feel kinda self-satisfied. hahas. considering im a total dumb-ass at scripts. i always have the focus on the wrong kind of things.


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im feeling like downright shittes. firstly im having really bad cramps and to top it off im flu and tummyaches. the medicines are making me fall asleep anytime anywhere such that my sleeping hrs are all screwed. and i didn't even make it to graduation day! i'll miss 35 so much.. life in tj would be so very very different without them...
i feel like my body is gona explode and im in a really really angsty mood. like an angsty little kid.


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during the weekend, ken and i had a long talk at long john's and it set me to think about alotalot of things.
i realized i don't know what i want anymore. not in life, not in relationships. ive to find something instead of drifting along. now whats that something?

i want you in my arms ;
- 10:01 AM

it seems like each time i stare into space he'll know exactly what im thinking about and when i look somewhere (not into space), thinking of smth, he'll always say aloud the exact thing im thinking of. so much so that there's no more need for words, one glance at somewhere and he'll understand what i wana say.


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was s'pposed to meet kenneth. but cus we weren't meeting for lunch, dad suggested that i pop by pf jiejie's hse for the buffet and say hi and look at the baby. since i thought i had time and i wanted to play with the baby, why not. dad was already mking the signal to pf jiejie's hse, which is just 5 mins away,when kenneth called to say he's there already. oops. and smth just tld me i shldn't go. so i asked dad to just send me straight to meet him. it was this cloe. i was told alot of relatives were asking where i was.. and i felt a tid-bit bad. the whole grp of them was there except me and vic. i feel like laughing.


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i'll miss the crazy 3505 so so much.

i want you in my arms ;
- 4:54 AM

Tertiary Fling
at MOS on Oct 12 Free Entry to those 18 and above. Please produce STUDENT ID and IC at door.
MUST BE A STUDENT - Poly, JC, University, Private student whatever as long as you produce a student ID.
Be there by 9.30, latest 10.


im summoning every single source of determination to not go. like elks say it'll prob be super crowded. but if anyone wana go, i shall help you ask dear wh for the tix. and i shall remain firm that I SHALL NOT GO.


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watched little ms sunshine with manday, elks and nessa. after mr rajesh told us during lecture that " ive a very impt announcement to make. this weekend, drop all books and watch little ms sunshine." and it's really worth d every single bit of extra 1.50 bucks i must say. we laughed so hard that me and elks were nearly hundled together with tears. i loved their company! anws. watch the show. it's really good. and works really well as a destresser so you won't need to spend buckets on chocolates.

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- 7:17 PM

eighteenth birthday was spent with besties sr, pr, ngxin, krys.who treated me to newyorknewyork on top of giving me almost the whole of sasa. hahs. and they were really sweet cus they bought an orea cheesecake from tcc, lighted a little candle( after some assistance from a cute waiter) and sang me a cheerful little birthday song. hahs. but i nearly hid under the table from the whole newyorknewyork staring at me.but it was really a great company and i haven't laughed for so long like this for quite a while. and dad and mum presented me with a like triple-tier cedele carrot cake which was totally gorgeous and yummy.


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and den i met up with leehui too. who wrote a really really sweet message in a really really large notebook. thankew girl. :) i couldn't resist giving her a hug there and then.


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and more nice surprises greeted me on mon. manday was presented me with a bag that went "im pamela! now that you know my name.." and the other side went " wish me a happy birthday!" and cus i promised not to squash it in my bag and neither do i want to exclaim my name to the whole world, i had everyone wishing me a happy birthday :) yayness. manday's statement works great! and then it was jack's place with nessa, manday and pamteo just for random lunch. and jo had me a prettie top. thankew all.


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met up with yt yesterday and we really walked round parkway, literally, aimlessly. hahs. and i thought of how if i couldn't find a rich old man im gona set up some water-the-plants-at-the-rdside company. and maybe monopolise the cleaning services for the integrated resorts. hahs.


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----*thankew all for the birthday wishes! :) i treasure them reallyreally :)


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jungchao was such a kapo-pok, grinding me on everything. wads wrong being single at EIGHTEEN huhhs. then again, i told sj that i'll marry him when he becomes a rich old man. omg. and another day he asked how old and how rich i want. never thought of it and i was mentioning it to kenneth the other day.
k: i help you answer. you want a net worth of 5 million dollars and must be 55 years old so you can get the cpf.
p:oh. right. i didn't think about it. that's quite a good catch but can you up the 5 million to abit more?


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NAHS. ive to stop this nonsense shits. if not people will really think im a "deseperate housewife" which i am not! okes. maybe i want a rich young man. how about that.


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a random quiz thingie

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtfulBut you also haven't stopped thinking of yourselfYou're the perfect blend of independent and caringYou're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Are You a Good Girlfriend?

i want you in my arms ;
- 12:44 AM

IM EIGHTEEN!

wheeee.

i want you in my arms ;
- 3:27 AM