A's ended 4 days ago! for me. ahas. post-exams days are a whirl. wake up early. go out. sleep late. wake up early. never see me so hardworking when studying for d exams.


i feel very unsettled. like ive so many plans dat have to keep changing.. very messy. and my date book is in a mess. okes. laugh at me. ive a girly date book.
im really sorry..35ers and esp manday..i karn go hk with the madhatters anymore cus ive a wedding to attend.. :(
and omygosh. i karn go cruise with krys, xy and rong either cus ive work.
all my plans seemed to get flushed away.
im really sorry buds if i changed any of our appointments like suddenly.
sighs.


the prom shopping is giving me a big fat headache cus i found a job but din do shopping, now im starting work soon and ive no time.messy. breatheless.


at least i gota meet up with quite a few buds in these few days :) addidas sale, airport chats, kbox, rumaging rong's house, interviews, walking ard doing nth..i love my buds :)

i want you in my arms ;
- 1:02 AM

okes. im like blogging so much this weekend.


just went to watch graduation videos on youtube of cchms. am very sad i karn find our batch's! i remembered the photos i sent in were used and they made such a sweet video that i ended up crying. but looking at d other videos and seeing the familiar faces of the teachers and buildings makes me feel so...a deep welling of sudden feelings.
the days of sitting at the lakeside chatting with friends before dawn or at sunsets. i missed..reallyreally.
some part of me wished ive treasured more of what i should have treasured.


on d sidenote,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNETHLOH! :)

i want you in my arms ;
- 12:12 PM

im down with a nasty flu! arghs.


and im behaving as if the a's are over. nothing NOTHING is making me touch those books due the rampant influences of all frens around me who have ended. WHEEE.


am gonna add another wonderful event to my post a's to-be plans --imma gonna cruise with dearest buds-krys, xy, pr and sr! yayness. I KARN WAIT!
and dad's gona let me design and renovate my room! RAHSSS. it's gona be really PRETTIE.
i karn wait to belt out in high-pitch voices with rach,yt and xy at kbox.
karn wait to go vivo city with nessa (prob ivan?) and den kenneth on another day.
karn wait to go shopping with yt.
and den there's d PROM with wonderful night with 35-ers.
dance classes with elksss.
gym sessions with kenneth.
ikea tampines. AHHS.
CHRISTMAS SHOPPING.
and MANY MANY MORE.
it's good to know that ive my christmas's eve's eve + christmas eve+ christmas taken up. so that i won't be a lonely little girl at 18 watching couples snuggle up at orchard road during the perios. RAHS.
NOW WHO SAYS LIFE KARN BE FUN EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE SINGLE?

i want you in my arms ;
- 12:35 AM

in response to elks's loveleigh exclaimation:


ELKS! I KARN WAIT TO DANCE TOO!! :)


and im sorry for d utter late-ness but..


HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEANIE BABY! we'll go out one day okesokes?


ohmans. i thought this week was never gona end with papers everyday and only a night to study human geog. but WE DID IT!!ahhhhs.just one more week! ahhhhsssssss.


and i karn say how loveleigh 35ers are. never failing to put a smile on my face before each paper despite how nervous i may be. and all d hugs and encouragements. :) thankewyou.


ohohoh. d ikea tampines had just opened. and vivocity. and st james power station is gona be fully open. wad a great time to be eighteen! okes. I KARN WAIT FOR IT ALL TO START! i feel as if ive a million plans awaiting me.

i want you in my arms ;
- 5:02 AM

i kept having diarrheas and being increasingly sleepy and losing weight. ive lost like 5.9 kg in less than a month or so d digital machine tells. and d parents are getting worried, piling on my meal plates with lotsa meats. it isn't helping.


i wana say..thankew ppl..for all d encouragements and everything..
almost there. almost.


somethings you don't even know, can never understand,who are you to judge, even.

i want you in my arms ;
- 6:07 AM