because life finally seems too painful to live.

i want you in my arms ;
- 9:45 AM

sorry. i wrote d post when i was very angry.but i think u misunderstood me. im not asking for any attention from grandparents. DID I MENTION ANYTHING ABOUT ATTENTION? it's about how grandpa is being treated. he's not a driver and i do not need him to drive me around for your info. i admit that i don't know much about your family, but what i commented on is what i see with my eyes and what i feel. and i don't think you know much about your own family, needless to say my family. so why question me this way when every family has its own problems. And my family isn't super rich like you've said but are there when grandparents need d doctor at mid-nights and we don't use them.


if you step away and view, ur comments are being very biased,baseless and self-centred. PLUS. i think u have misunderstood me very badly. and ur comments really don't make sense. if u're disappointed reading my blog, let's jus say, im extremely disappointed at urs. and shocked.you're ranting on things i did not even mention about. i dun care about ur bf's money or how u spend it really as long as it doesn't affect us. i don't care that you don't work if that is your way of 'sit back and enjoy the relationship'. i admit that i may be harsh, but don't u think that it doesn't make sense to be a spendthrift when it could do better to help your parents so they could at least pay grandparents? that's all im saying. if you don't like ppl to be bothered in your life, i won't.and im not.


and it isn't two sidedness. i think, these issues are different from issues concerning our relationship or characters hence didnt show it to u cos i still treat u as my best cousin. which is why i still paid for your supper during cny when u came with my friends and i. without you realizing .such a long post to countract my few words. i don't know the purpose. but it's very hurting, especially how u twist my words.


kins are important but never take them for granted. as in, kins should help one another but they are not to be taken for granted. they are too precious.

i want you in my arms ;
- 5:15 AM

hehs. went on a sudden hiatus. didnt meant to take such a long break. budden, ive decided to move my blog add cus it's to my knowledge that a certain person is reading my blog, still. although i think she's has nothing better to do and he was insane to have given her my blog add, i karn help but feel intruded. so dear friends, new blog add shall be revealed soon when it's done with renovations (: loves!

i want you in my arms ;
- 8:42 AM