it's one of those what-pam-did-in-the-past-week post so it might be boring. alittle warning.

lets start from last wk. hehs.


wed: eragon movie with ivan and it's free tix from brightsparks so im ivan's 'guest'. nyahs. don't really know the story but luckily ivan was there to explain. hmms. kinda lotr movie i think. with pretiee girl and boy and dragon. and i saw many ppl dat day lahs..clara with her bf, peishan, yingtong...and i karn remb. ohohoh. and after dat we had yummy tea at ichiban boshi and den i went to plaza sing to meet my family for dinner at guess where? ichiban boshi! hahs.


thurs: was outing with da babes nessa, elks and jean. and we were jus chilling and talking about everything at pacific coffee. not forgetting photowhoring of cos. hehs. nice and lazy afternoon:) and den off to meet cousie kenneth and andrea for dinner at newyorknewyork. whee! their freeeeee green apple flavoured candy floss is a mus try!


friday: was shopping with mum and sis. i bought two babydoll dresses :)


saturday: was s'pposed to have a meal buden was postponed last min so it was window shopping with guitan and leehui at orchard cus leehui woke me up telling me abt. some supposedly awesome sale. missing dearie leehui loads lahs. busy girl ever since she started working at the hospital.



sunday: was the ocassional bring- the- grannies- out- for-meal-day. and so it was lunch at tao's restaurant. gorgeous food really really. and then off to shop for groceries and christmas prezzies.


mon: was jobhunting with jean and elks. and we were really hardworking and efficient okes. hahs. den off we go to ichiban boshi (hahs) at wisma for tea! yayness :) den it was shopping for christmas prezie with elks at taka. really arhs. that girl is crazy madness. never mk her shop with you at the toys deparment. " take this!! take that!! iya, just buy everything!! quick quick quick!!" hahas. so that girl doesn't have much love for toys i found out :pP then off to STREET JAZZ class! the night before ...
elks: lets hope they don't mk us to anything turns.
me: yahs! i karn do them leis. i'll jus flip and fall lahs. hah.
elks: you can fall on me and i'll fall on you!
and that made me laughed at 1plus am cus i had an image of us falling all over the place.
budden immediately after our very very very challenging stretching warm-ups by the very strectch-able intructor we were given turns turns and more TURNS. so it was pirouettes and toes and more of those till i karn balance myself. but it was quite an experience. nice dance moves and gorgeous poses but i was kinda lost while elks was really engrossed and shaking so damn well. hahs. more of these classes and then i'll really have abs instead of fats. take that! too bad he doesn't read my blog anymore. but still. HAHS. and den i had a romatic walk-and-run in the POURING rain with dearie elks who offered help with my bags and was my pseudo one night boyfriend :) and warm warm meal at soup spoon at that cold, rather late night was jus. HMMMMMMS..YUMS.



today: met up with kenneth since he has an off day at last. so it was walking around orchard and cityhall looking for his cap. really arhs. we must have went into tens of stores. then it was half priced waffles with ice cream for dinner. and then our favourite place-toys rus. or rather his fave. and we can always spend hours there trying to be kids and him terrorising the kids. and then off to hongkong cafe for supper! yumms :)
when i was on d way home on the train this group of ah bengs with the most hideous hairstyles irrtated me till i felt like giving them a slap. one of them kept blowing very loud and shrill wolf whistles and calling 'OI' in my direction, everyone on d carriage was staring at them but i jus ignored. they dun deserve my attention. den his fren asked who he is calling for, he pointed at me. that did it. i raised my head and diao them in the you-really-pissed-me-off way and they stopped. when they went out of the train he actually went ' she looked at me' in mandarin and laughed. yahs. why not laugh at ur stupidity.
and then on the bus, this guy standing beside me was whispering to his fren who was in front and facing him. except that they were 2 cm away frm me and their whispers were no secrets. one of them wanted number but another went smth like 'very xiao hai zi look..' you're right. look in d mirror and jus look at how old u are and i bet you aren't rich either.


aren't there decent guys?

i want you in my arms ;
- 10:56 AM

today, someone asked me 'how's ur bf?' very blatantly.and she knew i broke up but assumed ive found another.
ive none. so yahs.


ytd,a fren asked me ' aren't you gona seek for a new bf?' i jus looked at him cus i duno how to ans. it isn't for me to seek.


i need someone to hold my hands, to snuggle into, to hug.
im really a little girl.


now i know wad elks meant when she tld me one day while collecting newspapers dat she needed a man. hahas. but dat was before d babe is happily attached with her guy :)

i want you in my arms ;
- 11:56 PM

.prom'06.

prom nite at fullerton hotel (my favourite hotel) was kinda okiess. except that my heels hurt like hell and halfway i was walking barefooted and had to hold onto ivan whenever i walked with my heels.


the class was loveleigh and my table had a crazy buncha people really. hahas. but the glutton me expected like some wedding dinner course of nine when there was only 5 courses and like jinjie said : the last course is like what- tea/ coffee? hahas. so in fact, it was only like 4 courses.


everyone looked really really good. and elks won prom queen! :) whee! imma so very happy for her! her dances on stage, were hot. hahs. hmms. it seems as if my class always has good looking people:) sec4 prom king and queen were from my class too :) yayness.














my loveleigh class (with some ppl missing, sadly)


.post prom.

post prom at attica was way crazziier.d dancefloor was packed. seems like many people have trouble with itchy hands. even my guy fren from had his ass squeezed. hahas. he was funny shitts. and went to ask for the number of the girl who squeezed his ass. hahas. but i had no trouble really, not that i can remember of. hahas. maybe cus i was dancing with ivan. for the first time, he was such a sweetie.like holding my hands really tightly when we go in and out of the dancefloor everytime so i won't get lost in d crowd. and when some guys surrounded me,came too close for comfort and were breathing into me,he helped pulled me towards him, clara and grace. :) thankew you.


35ers were great on the dancefloor can. mab, yokey, zhu, xiaoting, shings, nav, isaac, yiming, nessa,elks, jean, manday. and esp the ppl i danced with most of the time towards the end-ivan, clara, grace. they were really loveleigh madness bunch.


thankew karkeat for helping us look after our stuffs. if not we couldn't have danced with such ease of mind :)


my feet hurt so much from all the dancing in my heels (i wondered how i managed to dance in those heels) that i had to be piggybacked ard. clarke quay. hahas.


great music. great company. and DANCE. what more can i say?














the after club heaven



.post post prom.(not exactly)



clara, jy, tingxi, tingxi's bf (gab), ivan and i decided to go out to mos's milkshake on sat which was so kuku. cus d queue was like 3streets until liang court at like wad 9PM. very stupid lahs. why they give out over quantity of passes. and all the frens whom i gave the passes to (cus gab had extra) managed to get into the club, by i duno how. but we ended up at st james power station. after queuing outside for like TWOHOURS or so, smelling smoke, listening to the music churning from inside wishing to be in. arghs.but still, thankew tingxi for the passes.


and st james was blahs. d girls can enter all d clubs der but guys at eighteen can only enter like one? and it had its dancefloor closed cus of stars awards and anws dat club was playing some techno music which was undanceable to. we managed to smuggle ourselves into another club which was playing..urms. DANCING QUEEN. and the people there were grinding each other to music like lindy rock?yucks. we were like. okes. lets move our arms left and right. hahs.


so you think with half the world at mos and the other half at zoukout, st james would be at peace but no, there was long queue at dragonfly which was prob the only club there playing decent music. so it was quite a night of wasted cab fares. except for the company :)


the only fun was really six of us on one hammock. screaming and laughing away like innocent kids :)
we were so bored there we took this.














.PHOTOS.

okes. i din haf much photos with me cus my feet was hurting and my cam mode is all wrong so most photos i took are in other people's cam. if you are one such person, send them to me! :) but here's what i have (some frm ivan, zhu and nessa). click on the link :)

thankew zhu for the link help :) and nessa dear for flickr help :)

http://www.flickr.com/photos/26137307@N00/sets/

i want you in my arms ;
- 1:35 AM

okes. im boycotting mos. im neva going st james power station till im like 60. exact same sentiments as ivan and clara.


prom blog post coming up!
soon :)

i want you in my arms ;
- 11:27 AM

i havent eaten for 31 hrs. i think i broke my record.


no.im not on a diet.


i always thought that working is easier than mugging. at least i had fun at my previous jobs. i always thought that that it is a matter of whether you are willing to learn and work and put in the effort. and dats all that mattered.i was so wrong.


i was so miserable on my first day at work. i was crying like shits in the bathroom. my whole body ached like hell. we were nicely termed' customer service officer' but in fact our work includes everything. it isn't an easy job at all. we have to check in ppl, and this includes differentiating all d different cards-gold, platinum, sliver, normal, black wadeva. then we had to check d different classes, time, studio, instructor, wad type of class and day. and we do classes booking and cancellaton. we do towel cardsand give towels. we do check-in system. we fold towels. (when we fold slightly wrongly we must refold d whole pile). we do checking of vip lounges. we do check outs. we empty towel bins. we answer all sorts of funny calls. we help with inteviews and new guests' forms. we bring new guests to lounges. we help the consultants. we do basically everything. and stand for long hours.and have no time at all to rest except at lunch.and we work at sucky times including christmas period which pisses me off cus ive plans. :(


the worse thing is, i hate my working enviornment. they speak in their mother tongues which i don't understand. and often don't know what is happening.some seniors are nice. some really nasty. i hate the tone they use to tell us to fold the towels faster. if i didn't had another newcomer accompanying me i would have broke down there and then. instead i gave my sweetest smile to all members and guests. now, applaud me.


i was so tired i fell asleep with my contacts.so this morning, my whole body refused to wake up to go for work. and i overslept. and over there, if you're one min late u're damn late. so there. i think i was fired. but i dun care anymore.


i wish my parents could have been more underestanding. when i was putting in the shoes and opening d front door. i told myself no matter how friggin tired i am, how hungry, how my body aches, i would not show my tiredness in front of them. but i finally broke down when i kept being reprimanded for not telling them what time i was coimg home. i am someone so used to independence and freedom i don't need such scoldings. they've never helped me with decisions and i was always on my own, i don't see how i deserved to be pick on at home when i have been the whole day at work. and the other day my mum kept going on abt how it is a waste of money to spend on prom. when i didn't even asked a single cent from them for prom. and which is why i frigging have to earn moeny. and i very very very seldom ask them for money in my course of growing up. i buy my own shoes, bags, clothes, make up, almost everything beside transport and neccesities on my own. i ask for very little. ive longed forgotten how to ask.


i feel miserable, pathetic, abandoned.

i want you in my arms ;
- 9:00 PM

whee.


went to sing kbox with yt, ngxin and erjie today at marina. and i went hysterical with ngxin's highs and lows and yt's super act cute version of everything you do. (ahas. nopes im nt doing m2m again). and i was screaming zhanghuimei's ting hai away. hahas. and me and ngxin attempted to rap where is the love which didn't turn out half as bad. hahas. ritess?


and den out of kbox i saw a fren frm tj and i was waving to her when.. "PAM! PAMELA!!PAMELA!" i swear, by that time everyone in the queue waiting to go in was staring at me. and der was kitson and mervy. hahs. and dat kitson. forever saying my hair. "eh. what's happen to ur hair!" and everyone in the queue turned to look at me again.wahs. super embarassing.


and den we had to go separate ways. which was kinda messy. (sorry nessa..din get to meet u.. :( ) and we were walking marina, suntec, citylink until our legs were breaking. after which ngxin accompanied me to orchard to get my dress.


ngxin and i were total madness. laughing hysterically at d stations and trains and walking around orchard with our arms hooked.( oh no.im still very much a hetereosexual). d auntie at d dress shop thinks im a crazy girl. hahs. which isn't too good.


thankew erjie and yt for the loveleigh birthday prezies :) d prettie 'fairytale' book yt wrote was so sweet it made me teared. :)


oh..and i went vivo for the first time ytd. and got lost. ahas. dear vic and her fren, elisa were really sweeties. helping me to look for heels. vic had to leave early. and latas me and elisa just karn find d damn coffee bean and forerver21. hahas.and when we were really obviously looking lost, this ahma came to ask me for directions. d irony of it. hahs. i wished i could help her.


and me and leehui bought a pair of pretty addidas shoes for 30 bucks at the sale. which was really a steal. and you know why it's so frigging cheap?it's kids size. hahs. shrunken feets have advantages too.

i want you in my arms ;
- 8:48 PM