yayness. my net's connection is finally up!

had a brilliant last week enjoying this unemployment-ness. not doing good to my savings. but wells. am loving it! :D

sat: met up with yijun, rayna and kennethloh at orchard.we wandered about abit before landing ourselves at pepper lunch cus yijun and rayna wanted to try. was abit of loveleigh chit chating. and then we wanted to watch shrek3 budden everything was sold out and we didnt wana cab home so we opted out of night-night movie and went CANELE instead. and omg. i had d loveleigh-est french chocolate cake ever. quoting yijoons: "the darkchoco cake pammie ordered was absolutely goooooooooooooooooooooooood. i love how its warm on the inside, i swear if i were standing up when i tasted, i would immediately go weak in the knees. THAT IS HOW HEAVENLY IT TASTES LIKE. :0 " - so THAT was my piece of heaven =D

sun: cheapo ktv with kaiwei, serkheng, yueting, wenwei and candy. kw was being a loveleigh korkor cus i had to wait for my parents to be back from d doc's and was gona be late so he came to my house and cabbed down with me : ) thankewyou! after the singing-session, kw sent me to meet my family and grannies at ichiban boshi to celebrate fathers' day. and i introduced my family to yami yogurt. haas. mummy loved it! good for my sista cus her forever-cravings for anderson ice cream isn't doing good to her weight!

mon: went to register for driving with raymond. finally. haas. and then we went down to tcc for chat-over-drinks, which was loveleigh : ) and then i headed down to toa payoh.

tues: bloated-eyes day.

wed: went down to nus for a briefing for the job imma gona work in soon.and zhongzheng was there to greet me at d entrance. he's like frggin funny! and nice lahs! : ) so it's this international conference for materials engineering organised by nus. and my working hours is horrible. cus i start work at like 7am. omg. and im really not a morning person. and ive to work on sunday. and some days i work 7am-11pm. welldone. i'll see how i juggle 4 tuitions and this kinda working hours. wells. nothing is for free. time i glue back some damage done to my savings. after briefing, i went to chill out at rong's house.

thurs: met yijun and kennethloh at amkhub. yijun had to leave after a while.but not before she introduced me to mrbean icecream. which was really awesome and addictive! : ) after which kenneth and i went on like a sinful food-hunting mission. =D uhhuhhs. then it was sentosa with kaiwei, serkheng and kaiwei's friend, ivan. kinda nice just chilling out and walking about. would be nicer without the meanacing mozzies! :D and then it was prata stall time when i was being termed china girl the whole time! sadness.

fri: was tuition. and den out with besties shurong, peirong, krys and xinyi to celebrate krys and xy's bdae at aijtei. it's always so loveleigh being out with them : ) oh..and we watch fantastic4..which was only so-so. yupyupps.


and den i sorta rotted abit, trying to clear my room for some days.

tues: went to the gym with leehui. it was kinda nice in the gym cus we had d whole gym to ourselves. hahahas. loveleigh. so we could like tryout everything and look stupid without caring. then off to bugis for lunch where i met elks! we were supposed to meet at cityhall after that. haas. and off we go for gelare waffles. yummmms. and we saw the most 'judgemental' (quoting elks) baby ever! she looks like this:

and was perpetually scrowling at me and elks. from elks-me-elks-me and i was like 'elks. she's scrowling at you!' and we just burst out again. cus the face is hilarious really really! like some cartoon-baby. haas. then we went to splurge at espirit. awfully sinful. haas. then chilled out at starbucks before reggae. and reggae was really fun! : ) den i brought dearie husband/ wife/boy-flen elks to miss clarity cafe. the main courses was really yummy! and the chocolate mud ooze, brilliant! =D

ohgayys. starting work tomorrow and gona live a life-less life for a little little while. seechewsall :)

i want you in my arms ;
- 10:29 PM

the big groove was BRILLIANT! =D
(and dearie elks's bf, ben was really good. his solo-woah. bet u're so proud of him babe! (: )

so after the concert, me and my rightfully acclaimed pseudo-husband ( who walked down the pandang aisle with me.hehs.) went walking abt. from cityhall-bugis-dhobyghaut-bugis. what were we doing manns. and that babe was laughing along d roads. at me!haas. actually, luckily, both of us can't drive. haas. cannot imagine us breaking out in giggles now and then while driving.(isn't a romantic walk better? :Pp) ohohoh. and we paid a visit to my future school. trying to get past the security by acting like ghostly-like figures on the energy-saving escalators. hehs. we shall study together next time babe! and more dance! =D

karn wait for the week to start cus i'd be catching up with my mates! yayness =D

signing off with much love! : )

i want you in my arms ;
- 9:59 AM

]The Khaki Eskimo[ loves Milk! 说:i'll come up with a.. 'flairish' flavor
]The Khaki Eskimo[ loves Milk! 说:just for you
]The Khaki Eskimo[ loves Milk! 说:Amaretto based, laced with a tinge of Kahlua to bring out it's sweetness, then topping it off with a nice, freshly made wafer and a nice dazzle of white chocolate

wahs. it jus sounds so loveleigh. =D

i want you in my arms ;
- 12:37 PM

ive decided that imma gona live my life loveleigh-ly and dandily. (and i wasnt self-pitying, mr emoboy. it was jus that im in a everything-is-going-wrong, exasperated mood.bleahhs. )

ive decided

- so what if my handphone is spoilt?makes way for new one. haas.
- and at least, at least. i'll be gettting a new ezlink card soon. haas. when i make the tertiary pass thingie ( and i'll make sure i give a nicer picture this time =D)
- and ive like give up on wanting to work cus ive found out that ive lotsa things i wana do and lotsa people i wana catch up with. and life isnt all about money. at least, it shouldn't be the case now. and imma gona work with zhongzheng on this conference thingie in july. so i guess it'll be ohgayys.
- im fine and hoping about now.
- it's ohgayys to be uglier than usual now and then :Pp
- am too used to people saying my choice is dumb. doesn't matter anymore. haas.

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ive jus got the take the lead soundtracks, coutesy of yeehow, and they're BRILLIANT. reallyreally. have been wanting them since i watch d movie with d 35ers. hmms. LAST YEAR. haas.

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dear leehui is making me learn yoga at enous cc. shall make her learn slasa. whheee! karn waitkarnwait. and immagona learn driving with raymond. soon. haas. when we get our butts down to d driving centre one day.

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ohgayys. the big groove tmr! hopefully it'll be as nice as burn the floor =D

i want you in my arms ;
- 3:28 AM

ive been really REALLY down on my luck.

- my hanphone is spoilt. and it karn be repaired cus my handphone isnt bought from singapore. hais. and sk reminded me that it's very difficult to contact me.
- my ez-link card is lost. together with money inside. together with my lucky charm. together with my precious thots holder which i liked and they're no longer selling.
- ive never been rejected for job inteviews before. but now it's over and over again. cus nobody wana employ someone who can work less than 3 months. hais. money-pls drop down from d sky.
-a hug blue-black + a twisted ankle
- pimples erupting from my face like they've never before. it's like im just beginning to have puberty at nineteen. sadness.
-serious inferiority complex.
-everyone kept reminding how dumb my choice is. i know it isnt really their business. but im starting to feel like it's really dumb. and wrong.

i jus wana hibernate suddenly. haas.

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James 说:
see. we r right abt u. ur husband will be very fortunate.

i feel like saying 'ritess' cus i really don't know what made them think so. but i said 'thankyou' instead.

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iyas. i need a BIG FAT shell.

i want you in my arms ;
- 12:12 AM

mans. am hoping fervently that i didn't make the wrong choice.

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got woken up by rand's msg today. hais. it's jus so weird.

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a part of me is yearning for Time-for-Myself. and another part of me just wana keep hanging out, partying, and a little more. confusing and contradicting.

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am joblessgirl.com at last. 5 months of working coupled with late-night escapades-from-work has brought about eyebags, horrid skin and not-so-fine lines. haas. so now, ive embarked on a healthy living plan. (which was supposedly to have started) but it has since been a flop. my plans to go exercising turns out to be more supper trips. and why am i not surprised. lazy me. am kinda glad to be out of the hypocritical and bitchy office. they say environment shapes a person and that place is making me kinda a sadgirl.com such that ive accute monday blues and am always dragging my feet to work. then again, i now put myself in a situation of Financial-Crisis. especially with the GSS and 'sale!' screaming from every corner. hehs.

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i thought one of my close friend is attached after reading his blog. and after questioning him for not informing me of his attached status ( what are friends for?haas. ) he said that his bmt mates 'know that im attached to you'. wahhs. since when am i attached and i didn't know abt it. really very funny can.

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i walked from geylang all the way home with kw after pirates3 . cus i was guiltygirl.com after another supper. it should be put under pam's-book-of-records. haas.

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i know ive alot of things to write about. but suddenly i karn put them into words.

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Boy, no matter what we go through
You step up I'll step up too
It don't matter what the haters say
As long as you are my boo
And no matter how hard it gets
This love will have no regrets
As long as when we steppin on the dancefloor
It's me and you

i want you in my arms ;
- 11:14 PM