!Tuesday, January 31, 2006
am loving my life so much now i don't wana stop. i don't wana grow up. i don't wana have to start worrying about studying again. i wana be seventeen like this and not grow anymore.
it worries me when i think of d future. with so many people around me getting attached, especially with more and more getting boyfriends with cars-i.e of a certain age. and with more of my friends in ns or entering ns this year. it makes me feel damn damn old. and i dunwan to grow any older.
ohhh. before i continue. happy chinese new year everyone!! :)
went to the same houses this year. maybe more than last year cus the previous year my grandma(mum's side) passed away. hmms. went to this house on my dad's side which 70+ ppl gather every year. my uncle told me d full force would be 100+ ppl, cus of d many siblings my granny has. it was fun. and steamboat dinner was a great affair. there were so many baskets of food and had to go many rounds before everyone has eaten.at this side of the relatives, there's a group of young aunties and uncles that are just a few years older than me. they always get together and plan outings and stuff. this year, my cousie and i are finally accepted into d group cus we're turning 18. hehs. yayness. they're really funny people. and the group of us left to go out when most adults have left d big house. we ended up at a very neat bar with comfy sofa seats and chatted till closing time. it's funny how d person never bothered to check my id card since it's for above 18 and i admit i don't look like one. my aunt who is a year older than me was worried that i cant get in but my uncle was real casual about it.
ohh. and i think pilots are charming. ive a young uncle who's a pilot and ive never seen him before till this year at d big house. hahs.
i like to receive handshakes. especially firm ones. it gives d impression that d person is sincere in wishing you. i try to give firm handshakes too. though i know my strength probably isn't alot.
think i enjoyed this chinese new year more than d previous years. probably cus ive learnt to let go of some stuffs. but sometimes when questions are repeated too many times, it get weebit irritating. like how every house i go to ppl would ask if i permed my hair. and i really don't like ppl to think my hair is not natural cus it would seem as if im acting mature or taitai-ish if i perm my hair. and d truth is i really didn't. funny how they can ask me d same thing after so many years when my hair has been curly ever since ive hair on my head.
but on d whole i enjoyed this break. really. hahs. and i won 6 bucks in less than 10 mins. easy money. should have started playing earlier but i was watching this korean movie at my dad's friend house. hahs.
ohh. and i think our stall at d cny carnival was a success. stupid ivan smeared cream over my hair. and sent me running after him. then i found a victim in one of my ogms but when i smeared cream over his face he didn't even run but stood there willingly and let me smeared. it spoit d fun somehow. hahs. and after d carnival and clearing up,we were d last few to leave and went parkway for dinner. i tell you. we were screeching all sorts of songs from d frontgate to the back. led by dearest zhuzhu. hence i came up with d kuku nick. and nessa leeched parts of it. d 'male geishas' part was by manday. hahs. loving 3505 more and more :)
my uncle said i grow TALLER. hahas. yayness. i wana take my height soon! hehs.
i want you in my arms ;
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