!Thursday, February 23, 2006
woke up from my restless sleep feeling guilty.very. and the principal had to worsen it. the very morning she had to speak about decorum. decorum decorums and more decorumss. i felt so sick listening to the talk. like it was pointing at me. indirectly. though it wasn't. i knew it wasn't.
like zhuzhu, am trying to be more open in my entries too. but some feelings can't be put into words. like not in writing nor in speaking. and these thoughts just keep swimming in my head. it doesn't feel very good. i feel very lost. like there's shattered pieces of thoughts here and there and i don't know how to go about picking them up and piecing them together.
ohhs. and nessa tagged me quite sometime ago. so here's to fufil dear nessa's tag :)
The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover. Need to mention the sex of the target. Tag 8 victims to join this game & leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged. If tagged the 2nd time, theres no need to post again.
Sex : male
Qualities:
1. he must be able to comminicate with me. or i must be able to communicate with him. hahs. either way. i need not him to be exactly eloquent but he must be there to talk to me.
2. ambitious. he need to know what he wants in future. if not a long long time later, at least in the near future. i like guys who know what they want and work towards them :)
3. he must be a non smoker. really. he must be able to know what's good for him before he can take care of me.
4. boyish charm. i like guys with a kindof boyish charm. and i duno how to explain such charm but i'll know when i see it. or feel it. :)
5. he need to understand that there are other things i love such as travelling, the arts, sleeping and running. :)
6. he must be able to give me space. i dun like restrictions and i like meeting and knowing people. he must be able to trust me enough to give me my space.being protective is good. being over-protective is not..
7. he must know how to have fun. not exactly wild fun. but fun enough to not be boring.maybe a little more than that. hahs. having humour is a plus point :)
8. be there for me when im down. and care enough for me. i think these are d most important. really.
hahs. i think it's quite obvious i don't have a lot of points. and i can't describe the person as well as nessa or manday. maybe i don't really know what i want either. actually, i don't. really.
i want you in my arms ;
- 4:55 AM
