!Monday, March 27, 2006
it's as if im all but in a dream. refusing and refusing to awake. someone. bring me back to earth please.
far from being in the situation that i need to study. all i wana do is to live life d way i want. no inclination to study or to touch my books. i need to find the motivation. still. there must be more to life. im sure.
ushering for friday's event was kinda kuku. turns out to be like an mtv asia awards in malay. anugerah or smth.hahs. karn understand a word they were talking and singing such that i got really bored after d ushering job was done and d show started. and d hall was so cold that my nails turned purple, my lips bled and i shivered. in d end, me and another usher just kept sneaking out of d hall to keep warmth and talk to the ushers outside. kuku bunch of ppl. had to plead d guy just for a bottle of water. oh. but taufik was really quite good looking, some person tried to shut us up cus they were interviewing him backstage. hahs. and some of d dances were really good too.
after d event vic,chunwei,rand and i went airport for supper. they had to wait so long cus d event ended so late and d ppl refused to leave d hall, chasing after their idols and taking photos. and cus i was smart, we went from t1 to t2 and back to t1 again. hahs. but i found out that popeye has yummy buttermilk bread :) and i was so sleepy i fell into such a nice deep sleep on d way home, feeling protected and safe. :)
sat was a failed attempt to get myself motivated to study. kennethloh was damn sleepy, making me feel so sleepy as well. in d end we just spent most of our time going around toyrus trying to find a nice prezie for our dear friend and watching him play time crisis at d arcade.
ichiban boshi on sunday. :) yayness. but den they had too many trainees on d same day such that we waited extra long for our sushis. but ichiban is always nice :) and daddy was really eager to chop as many chops on d coupon thingie so that we ate extra alot that day. haas.
i want to do so so much. like just pack my bag and go japan for example. i wish i can break free from all d restraints. my responsibilities. of going to school. of studying. ive lost all motivation to study. i duno why. and i duno how. it's been some time. have mugged too hard too long.
thankew nessa and ivan for being such sweeties today. and were there when i was down.thank you.
i want everyday to be a weekend. please.
looking forward to d long good friday's weekend next wk and manday's birthday bash! :)
happy belated birthday ZHUZHU!! :) i know u love us very much (frm ur blog) and we love u too! *huggs
happy HAPPY birthday to dear PINKIE too! love ya girl. :)
-thank you.for always being there.for making me feel loved and cared.
i want you in my arms ;
- 10:39 PM
