!Friday, June 09, 2006
d tears won't stop flowing.
d people at orchard must have thought i was mad.
d people on the trains stared like i was an idiot.
they just won't stop.
kenneth tried his best to make me laugh. showing me supposedly funny youtube videos.and videos of his friends. and ended up laughing harder himself.
' why you still crying? not funny mehs?dun cry ler lahs' he stared.
and for d first time he was so caring, asking me to msg him when i've reached home.
--*pam. dance with me. says:
not like u to be so caring ahs
ken - my ambition. world cup diarrhoea says:
cos God loves me, and i love you
thankew friend.
but d hole in my heart grew bigger, emptier.
and they still won't stop.
bestie yt wanted to give me a virtual big phone hug.
yet they continued flowing.
at home the tears lost their place and they just rolled and rolled. uncontrollably. sista was so shocked as i've not cried like that for the longest time. she brought d whole box of tissues.the tissues were great.
yet the tears continue falling.
ivan was plain nice and sweet. offering to call me without knowing he reason why i was sad even.
he nudged me on msn and when i told him i was sad, he offered to be there. thankew.
--*pam. dance with me. says:
i need a hug. badly.
[??] °·Lebeau·° . . . . A lil penchant! . . Brink of Deliverance. says:
hais
[??] °·Lebeau·° . . . . A lil penchant! . . Brink of Deliverance. says:
meet me lor
but i cried even more.
thank you. so much. for trying to make me smile.
i never thought it was so difficult.
believe me. please. for once.
my wish upon d stars was never meant to be.
i want you in my arms ;
- 11:25 PM
