!Monday, September 18, 2006
my blog isn't meant to "got(her)affected".i think you mean get affected.but anyways there's a reason for me writing in my blog instead of your blog(i think anyone with a few brain cells would realize that).and i duno what are your intentions for showing her my blog.(to have a pathetic alliance?)it is a channel for me to express my feelings not to affect her, nor the relationship. it's so freaking ironic that you showed her my blog and then congratulate her on not being affected.
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to think that i wanted to be friends, to think that i wana leave things as it is. just when im at peace, you wana have more say. what to do, a libran karn have all the injustice blasted at her and her friends and not do anything.
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"I shall remain the Evil Man in their Oh-So-Wonderful world then. "-yes, our world is more wonderful than yours because we treasure relationships and friendships more than you can understand. we love one another and do not turn our backs on one another in the *snap of the fingers. so if you depict urself as so pitiful, what's the other side of the story?that i left you, and you went on to show how pitiful you are only to get attached the next day? really, it shows how true your feelings were.
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"Dar dar u already said she just a 小妹妹, so wat for iwill spoil my mood just cuz of a 小妹妹.. No matter wat happen, life still goes on..peace.." bad linguistic skills aside, i maybe xiaomeimei in the eys of you OLDUNCLE AND OLDAUNTIE, but you know what, i don't see the extent of ur maturity in ur thinkings at all. so dun compare ages. if you freaking think im 'just' a xiaomeimei im gona let your mere pathetic remark pass cus im more than 'just' that-intelligence included.if you think that ages determine how mature one is, may i just say how ignorant you are? and you are an apt example of how the theory is wrong. oh. and it would be much appreciated if you would stop ur relentless and constant 'she is just too young', at least four times in a post? because being young is an asset, your undermining tone is just unacceptable.on the other hand, it is ur blog so u have the freedom and i shan't be pissed. jus like this is my blog. need i spell it in your faces?
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"Nessa: You are loved beyond your own comprehension! By everyone around. HUGGSS. Love you girl!"
how friendships and relationships support the characters in it, the depth of the meanings is something that is difficult to grasp, and seeing how you never would, im sorry to say that if you have anything against my friends that it is pitiful to be against the innocence of friendships.kenneth asked why i liked "this kind of old man" and another friend was saying that "his english is so bad how can you stand it?" i've never depised you for being a dirty old man..oops. i mean look down on you for being an older man, which is why ive never mentioned these in my earlier posts but why should you and esp the 'dar' pick on my age? "just a xiaomeimei" now it just says just what you are.
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if you are ashamed of knowing me, lets just say that im ten times more regretful than you are. and ur 'dar's' snide remarks isn't gona help much.
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omygosh. i just wana exclaim at how some people are so pathetically immature, failing to understand profound relationships yet rant on and on about how im insufficient cus im younger. your arguement is just downright denial.i dun claim to know all about relationships but i know how to love my friends and family and treasure them.now how much do you know to judge me?
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"he folded his fear into a perfect rose. He held it out in the palm of his hand. She took it from him and put it in her hair" -acceptance is more than what you see on the surface. would you ever understand?
i want you in my arms ;
- 9:37 PM
