!Thursday, September 28, 2006
school's been so depressing and i seemed to have retreated back into my little unhappy self.
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it seems like the more i studied, the more badly i do. then i'll ask myself. wth am i putting in so much effort for? im frigging upset. but i duno who to be upset with but myself. i chose to let him affect my moods during prelims. and not matter how much i studied or how hard i tried to, my heart wasn't there. but now i learnt better, im gona really let go. if not, ive noone to blame but myself.
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i really hate school now. i mean..i love the 35ers and all my frens but it just sucks and makes no sense when u have to wake up at six to go for 2 lessons. it is esp senseless when my lessons start at 10 on days and ive more breaks den lessons really. and i have so many breaks in between, not being a morning person, not being a patient person, when ive nothing to do but rot for hours i get really grumpy.
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d only thing that is keeping me going are my friends. ivan and nessa are really a funny pair. elks is always there for a nice warm hug. and ivan's been giving me neck massage the whole day. kukupok. manday..get well soon okes. today pr asked me: are you excited? sat is your birthday! and i suddenly realized ive forgotten abt my bdae. and sr was so cute. she was telling me smth and i just stared at her and she went "u didn't know? oops. is it meant to be a secret?" and krys have threatened that i keep my sat free.and this is what da jie said:
flaccidtapewormwhacker] argh. says:
u so mafan la
[flaccidtapewormwhacker] argh. says:
make us waste so many sms
[flaccidtapewormwhacker] argh. says:
hAHAHAHAHAHA
[flaccidtapewormwhacker] argh. says:
kidding la
[flaccidtapewormwhacker] argh. says:
anything for u!
--*pam. dance with me says:
hahahahs
--*pam. dance with me says:
really ahss
--*pam. dance with me says:
so u all have been silently being sneaky peaky behind me?
[flaccidtapewormwhacker] argh. says:
HAHAH
[flaccidtapewormwhacker] argh. says:
sneaky peaky yes!
awws. i love my besties. and i wonder what they are up to. hahs.
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had sakae buffet with kenneth and we were competing who can eat more plates. i think im not bad! just one or two plates less than him. shall post the photos up next time. a total of like 25 plates, and abt 27 bucks worth of 'profits'. hahs. after which he made me walk to the other end of orchard just to get a tiny handphone pouch. now he owes me 9 ichogos.(i dun care).anws. he gave me a suggestion that if i do badly *touchwoods i can always enter the toilet institute that singapore is gona establish. they need young talents.
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im feeling damn damn bleak. i needa find my rich old man. soon.
i want you in my arms ;
- 11:36 PM
