!Tuesday, October 17, 2006
there's smth wrong with tagboard and i was trying to change it into cbox but it kept going into the profile section and not the last section. after millions and millions of tries i somehow got it in the right place at last. i feel kinda self-satisfied. hahas. considering im a total dumb-ass at scripts. i always have the focus on the wrong kind of things.
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im feeling like downright shittes. firstly im having really bad cramps and to top it off im flu and tummyaches. the medicines are making me fall asleep anytime anywhere such that my sleeping hrs are all screwed. and i didn't even make it to graduation day! i'll miss 35 so much.. life in tj would be so very very different without them...
i feel like my body is gona explode and im in a really really angsty mood. like an angsty little kid.
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during the weekend, ken and i had a long talk at long john's and it set me to think about alotalot of things.
i realized i don't know what i want anymore. not in life, not in relationships. ive to find something instead of drifting along. now whats that something?
i want you in my arms ;
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