!Tuesday, April 17, 2007
awwsmans.
i think i was too spoilt at symantec. not work wise..cus i still have my own work to do and everyone is busy there..but there, i was surrounded by friends who cared so much.
1. when i was sick, raymond bought me lozenges and left it on my table sekerletly one day afterlunch.
2. they mk sure im home safe and sound when i go out with them at night (kw wont even let me nt sms him though it was just a matter of going up the lift)
3. when ive no time to lunch, they bought food and drinks without me asking to.
4. I had a brilliant alarm clock that calls me to wake me up in the mornings.
5. Ive msges left sekerletly in my bag to ask me to cheer up when i was feeling down.
6. when im overly stressed, i would be drowned with tibits (i miss tl's and ken's happy-pretzels!) till i forgot abt my stress.
mans. all the laughter we've been through, 16hrs together at days sometimes. even breakfast, lunch and dinner was in sysmantec. the compaints we had to one another abt. work. the fun we had. the nonsense we talked abt. awwsmans. i dont think i'll every get such awesome colleagues again. it'll never be the same.
today, i was so pissed cus work was kept being thrown at me. and it's all the nitty gritty stuffs that is getting on my nerves. at first, i felt okies doing them. but they're so difficult to follow up!
and im okies with work thrown at me. im NOT okies when she throws work at me without telling me anything. if you karn bother to explain, i karn bother to do. i mean, do u think i could read your mind when i dont even know a single thing abt. the project? arghs.
and feel like a maid cum secretary. the guys at symantec would never ever make me go and buy food for THEM (nt for myself) with my PENGUIN WALK. and i was also tld to go to the new office, to tk the measurements and draw the floor plan with my PENGUIN WALK. i refused and said i'll go the next day. im nt gona tumble my way there can. do i even look like a technician that can draw floor plans, look at cable and phone and power points? pls. i hate anything technical. and i even tld her that already. it's bad enough that she puts me fully in charge of the renovations. and now these. and she says nobody is free to do all these. hello. hire a better contractor. if not why can some ppl sit at their desk surf net and others plan their personal holiday? u tell me that is being TOO busy. i tell u. it's really shittes lahhs.
really, my aunt is my only form of moral support here if not i'll really scream 'IQUIT!' . manns. and i really yearn to do that every morn when i wake up. at least my aunt bothers explaining the work she gives to me and dont treat me like a maid.
i really miss them. reallyreallyreally...
i want you in my arms ;
- 11:41 PM
