!Wednesday, May 23, 2007
everyone's been asking me abt uni. and people have been telling me all sorts of things. so confused.
similar to yj, im torn. between-
PAY: ntu's mass comm
PASSION: nus's fass
CONVENIENCE: smu's social sciences
to quote raymond : ' be more decisive leh. you don't have much time left'
hais. i dont even know what i really want anymore.
suddenly im so afraid..cus im so afraid of making the wrong choice. again. and this kind of mistakes, are not for me to learn from them. but i'd be forced to live with them..
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today, in the morning rush hour, when i had nothing to hold on to, i nearly had a fall. but this guy used his feet to support me from behind so that i stepped on his looks-really-expensive-leather-boots instead of falling. when i looked up to say sorry, he gave me a everything-is-ok and today-is-going-to-be-such-a-fine-day smile. ohmanns. smrt should let such ppl travel for free and infused the trains with people like that, instead of disgusting old men. bleahhs.hehs.
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sj, heys, ive been wanting to tell you..but..i don't really know how to say it..which is why i karn really tell you personally, properly, in words..
im really glad u're getting teeny weeny bit better. cus if you get a teeny weeny bit better everyday, hopefully you're be the sj that i'd know again, pretty soon ( though you still continue to make fun of me :pP). i got so sad when you came to me saying you hate life..cus ive never seen you so soft before..and i can just feel your pain. reallyreally. cus i was just like you, not long ago.. maybe im not good at comforting you..i don't know if i helped at all. but i seriously meant it when i say: she not worth it. reallyreally. and please not get upset over her anymore kes? cus you and i both know, time will make it better. and i'll be here to throw stones or lava or whatever you want, if you need to, kes? -loves-
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happy birthday daddy. i love you~ thankyou for being my pillar of support for years and years. you're always there to support my decisions. wrong or right, smart or plain dumb, impossible or realistic.for waking up years and years at 6am just to fetch me to school. i know you show your love and concern in different ways but im so glad to have you. : )
i want you in my arms ;
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